i dream about you almost every night, sometimes i even go to bed early hoping to see you again. sometimes your pregnant, sometimes you already have a child. but the one thing remains is i'm deeply in love with you both!:) we are a family I'm scared but you calm me, i'm ballsy but you caution me,,,, almost every night i search for you, the second beat of my heart, the joy of my life who is heaven sent on to me on a ray of sunshine. your eyes pierced my amor and warmed my soul, your the keeper of my heart and the protector on my dreams...

then i wake hoping today will be the day i finally meet you, I've waited 43 years for you.what took you so long to get here? i walk out of my bedroom hoping to see you, did you brake down in front of my place? are you on your way to work? will you be pumping gas next to me? how close have we come and didn't see one another?

i walk the day seeking to fill my empty hand with yours, to tell you a funny thought, to say how i miss you and how much i love you. to anticipate the days end for my reward...to look upon your smile to taste the always desired your kiss, to fill my empty arms with you, and feel my purpose once again....where are you???

Kos